Unforgettable June

我不知道該怎麼形容這個六月--有了我人生第一間房子,28歲生日,姑姑的驟然去世

6月1日-回家簽署文件,我有了我人生第一間房子. 雖然說是和爸爸聯名的,但卻很開心. 我終於有屬於自己的財產了

6月5日-我的生日. 轉眼就27了.時間好像過的很快. 27, 感覺還一事無成. 有些人在我這個年紀, 已經是百萬富翁; 有些已經生兒育女了,像壽勇;我卻連要求老闆加薪都求不到. 想到還真覺得有點悲哀. 我現在唯一的寄託就是明年要到英國/歐洲游歷兩年. God, bless me! let me learn and earn, more important show me the direction!!

better write in english. damn slow typing in chinese

June 7~13-my long working days started. i moved into the hostel and suddenly found that i was all alone. sleeping alone in hostel, working alone. i still prefer getting along with people. 人原來真的是群體動物

June 15~18- received mum's call on 15th morning. I was told that my aunty passed away at the early morning-heart attack. we believe that she was trying to get up from bed and dunno what reason suddenly got heart attack and fell on the floor, with the face facing floor and died just like that. she was all alone at that time.

Frankly speaking, my aunty did not like me as much as my brother-重男輕女. i still remember when i was young, she always treated my brother and i differently. Though my brother was the one who did wrong but i was the one who kena scolded. maybe because of the hard feeling, i dun really treat her so nice when i grow up

Australia was her first trip to oversea and her first time to take a plane-i dun expect is the last time too. I always know that she has illness but i never expect she will leave us so soon, without any symptons and notice. she was younger than my dad and only 1 old older than my mum. i am worry now. i cant imagine the day without my parents besides me.

she was always alone. she did not have many friends. at the wake, there were just family members and few friends. i feel sad for her. even till now, when i think of her, lying inside the coffin so lonely, i still cant believe that she actually left us. i think i do love her

姑, may god be with you always. rest in peace. i love you though i never manage to tell you.