Finally.......

Another finally.....i'm going to normal day shift start from next Tuesday. I officially declare my night shift life has passed, 3 cheers to my new life...

Anyway, i'll miss the time we spent together especially with my 3 leaders. those coffee time, short trip to malacca and genting, dinner and lunch. becoz of u guys, the 1 yr and 8 months of night shift life has been a precious memory to me.

Just heard from 1 of the seniors, i may not incharge of production line anymore. once i'm transferred to day shift, most probably will deal with project. dunno whether it is good to me. but i hope everything is turning better and tmr will be another new day!!

Bandung trip

nearly one yr haven been updating my blog. this time i wanna update some of the photos from my trip to bandung on 27~30/8

Bandung is a city quite near to Jakarta. it takes around 2 hrs flight from Singapore. If you like to get away from your busy life, this is a place i would recommend. only the activities will be different from mine.hehehe( my trip is more on shopping shopping and shopping, shop until you broke)

my first and 2nd day was shopping and shopping. they have a lot of factory outlets and if you want to get some cheap stuff, here you go. of coz i have no guarantee whether it is a real stuff.(u can get a lot of branded stuff here, just name it!!)

the food(Javanese/Sundanese if i am not wrong) is good and cheap if compare to Singapore. it costs ard $10 per person for a meal in restaurant. show you some of the pictures taken by Nancy. hmm, yummy food.

the weather is nice. even it is 2 o'clock sitting in the restaurant without any air con/fan, you wont even feel hot nor sweating. the weather becomes windy when u get to the higher latitude, in my trip which is the volcano trip.(for more photos pls go to my facebook, lazy to upload here). i like this part very much.afterward we went to the hot spring for foot soaking. you can go for swimming also, just it need to pay and dun forget to get ur trunk. hmm, no bikini i think.

if you wanna get a relaxing trip, just skip the shopping part. you can plan a 3D2N trip for volcano+hot spring+country side seeing trip. you may go to the tea and flower plantation too, which my trip mates are not so interested in. it is more like Cameron highlands. if you like cameron, bandung can be yr next trip.

岁末寒冬

又一年了。。。。

今年对我来说绝对不是一个好年。年中姑姑刚去世，冬至前又迎来另一个坏消息---二姑丈病逝。

一年内，身边两个亲人连续去世，除了说不出的伤心，其实是害怕。不知道哪一天会迎来更心痛的消息。最近我一直在想，是不是应该回去了。待在他们身边侍候着。我不想有那么一天我后悔陪伴他们的时间太少。

二姑丈去世时，我表现的比较镇定与沉着。可能已经有心理准备了吧，毕竟他已经有病一年多了。只是以为他能撑过这一两年。本来还想趁新年之后带他回中国探望他的兄姐，却不能成行了。本来想新年为他买一件新衣，也来不及了。有太多太多的本来，现在都实现不了了。。。总是觉得他走得并不甘心。去世前一天，他还特地去理了头，和邻居说冬至快到了，又能吃汤圆了，自己却永远也赶不上了。我什么也做不了，只希望他在天国能永享快乐和安宁。永别了，二姑丈

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我把我的担心和害怕都告诉妈妈。妈说不管是谁先走一步，另一半会好好的生活下去。可以偶尔到哥那儿住一下，也可以偶尔到新加坡来找我。

我想我新的一年的冀望应该是学会坚强的面对，珍惜拥有的，就像妈一样。。。

老歌

最近一直很想找些老歌来听，例如张国荣啦，民歌啦，梅艳芳啦。

总觉得老歌有一种震慑人心的力量。它不但能让你回忆起一些年少轻狂的事，一首好的歌，在不同的时候听，都会让人有不一样的感触。年轻的时候听，可能是盲目的崇拜偶像；年纪长一点，就能听出歌词里的共鸣；等到年纪大了，它却成为了回忆的一部分。每听一次，就会掉进回忆的漩涡里，想起那时那刻。如果那是你的主题歌，感触就更深刻了。我有一首主题歌。每次听，最初的那种心痛，感伤总会排山倒海的涌出来；每次听，都有想痛哭的感觉

我个人很喜欢听张国荣早期的歌。他其实一直都不是我的偶像。记得我还在念小三还是小四时，哥哥疯狂的迷上张国荣。凡是他的照片，卡带，剪报，他都一一收藏。那时觉得他很傻，却也让我知道他很多很多的歌。

后来不懂什么原因，哥哥突然不喜欢他了。他的收藏都进了冷冻库，可是张国荣的歌却成了我记忆的一部分。知道他选择跳楼来结束生命的那一刻，真的很心痛。成长的一部分也随着他的陨落化为真正的永恒。

你是否也有相同的经历？？？

Another 2 months passed

有一段時間沒有上來update了,差不多有兩個月.糟糕,到底這兩個月我都在干嗎?為甚麼一點印象都沒有?

在UMC上班真的不會有時間觀念.每天都只是在過日子而已.已經一年多了,卻完全沒有開始上手的感覺.終覺得自己還是菜鳥一名.也不是沒上手,可能晚班真的不是太忙碌吧. 隨著需求下滑,我的新領班開始可以自己獨立,我覺得我在晚班是可有可無的.

現在的心情完全是holiday mode,因為我下個禮拜就去越南玩了.接下來很快一年就會過去.一月我就會交信.雖然說紐西蘭的working holiday多半會胎死腹中,可是英國的有70巴仙應該去的成.但必須等到5月尾. 因為淑儀堅持要拿了bonus才走. 我必須想想由2月到5月該作些甚麼才好.

any suggestion???

太委屈

有沒有試過在工作上受過委屈呢?那感覺還記得嗎?

我是一個個性比直率的人.有話就說,而且會反駁我認為不合理的事情.可是在工作了4年後,我真的深深體會出甚麼是有口難言.有些事情並不是照著規律,道理來走.一個決定,一件事情的原由,根本就是一些人的主觀感受.

高出不勝寒?拜託,越是在高處的人,越是懂得避寒好不好.不勝寒的,只是一些'二打錄',很快就被淘汰出局了. 所以不要懷疑為甚麼領導层終是永遠是那一群人在當. 反正這群人永遠都是對的. 不要試著去挑戰他們的權威. 越是在高處的人,眼睛越是封閉的.現在已經沒有虛言納諫這回事,不要太天真了!!!

到底甚麼時候才能作回自己呢??

My 2nd graduation

My master degree graduation

Best friends and I, thanks for coming

Parents and me after the ceremony